Sunday, February 7, 2010

i'm not ya slaves anymore.

malam trus menghantui. si pelat "s" semakin bertraburan, ( tahniah Abeleso), aku trus mewarnai jalur putih itu dgn warna bukit pelangi. bangkit, bangun, sudah tiba masa nya untuk kita umat manusia utk bangkit, bangun dari tido. belajar lah satu kehidupan melalui satu kehidupan. mengerti dalam sepi, jaringan peribadi manusisa semua, telahpun di sambung mengecil kembali, ( they had civilised us earlier than we knew).
building telah prison's life with the natures. watch out people, it is near 2 us. last nyte, the jugmentalist's angel had been called up to call the next person fi going back to the Creator, reaching next friday in fear. the called of death, in remembering the accident between waja and that mini-cooper, damn, why all of us just stood up and just the love lays dying. people, its the time to get up, wake up from the dream, this is not a test, this is the called. stop building the weaponary, stop paying the war and stop bonding the network cause u'll know whats the meaning of the arrivals. transpoter doing his best job, in sharing the same love. love is my religion!! lets start a true love all messiah. as a caliph, we should be ready and start to defends the right because the world war 3 had already begun. watch out mates, carnalismo, brethren and familia, our hero was near. lets us move towards the true freedom of life.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Penantian itu satu pengembaraan?

penantian ku, ku kira ku,
kemanakah wajahmu, ketika matahari terbang di situ,
ku pasti merenungkan mu..
malam ini ku menungkan kasih ku,
di sini di kota ini,
di malam ku, terbang sendirian kerana mu syurga bagiku.
kataku menantimu di sini, penantian pilu menantimu,
ku tetap, oh.oh.oh.oh. yea..
malam itu malam itu, kau berlari disisi,
malam itu aku sedari, aku seorang mengemis.. oh..oh..oh..ku disini trus menanti dirimu, dirimu.. ku menanti dirimu, di malam ini, oh sayang ku.



~ bermula nya kisah perjalanan anak muda yg ingin mengenali siapa diri nya yg sebenar. kau, aku, dia, kita manusia bkn nya manusisa. baeklah, aku ini cita mcm na jd cikgu. insyaAllah berjaya. menanti kejayaan adalah perit bukan? bukan senang taw na berjaya. huhuhu.. nak, kne usaha, jangan malas kata lecturer2 aku. (thx manusia)
penantian adalah pengembaraan. pena x korang terpk, mcm ne oksigen mengembara di dalam bdn sehingga perlu di tapis taik nya menjadi bahan kitar semula?
na bace pon dah mengembara, (klu aku sorang je rase, x aw la 2)
penantian, yang aku tggu adalah kehadiran dia. dan dia sudah pon hadir. na taw?
ni cerita ttg kita, ( nadrahjela.blogspot.com). seorang yang sabar menanti, bkn nya seperti mereka. sabar menanti, adalah satu ujian ilahi. jd, bersabarkah wahai bunga cinta. msih ingat lagi bagaimana rupa awak mase nak menanti roller coaster berhenti. wek. penantian adalah satu pengembaraan. akan tiba hadirnay cinta yang bakal meraikan semua.

(mst ternanti2 an syg?)
akhirnya dapat jgak post. syg jgak jadi penyelamat, sbb pe, td mozila ini wat hal, lost. igt kena taip smule, adeh. tp sbb ada si dia yg mahu membantu, aku x perlu type smule. trima kasih cinta.
so, paham x?
na paham cerita ini, kne mengembara, mengembara sambil menanti.
hee..
istana seri menanti kat johor pasti menarik.


one laim, one love, one believed and one destiny.
peace, love and empathy!!

=) (ssengih kata dia)

Monday, January 25, 2010

perlukah?

ABaiklah, mle nye agak kabur. aku sendiri msih x pasti. perlukah?
satu persoalan yg sgt besar genre music yg boleh menerangkan nya( jangan pk music yg hanya d maen kan oleh manusia). perlukah?
soal pada objektif dan subjektif.
pasti ada negatif dan pasti positif. knape, x perlu d tanya sbb dah ada kat situ.
balik pada perlukah? (perlukah balik pada?)pada perlukah balik
jgn pening, jikalau seseorang memahami satu ciptaan, ckup utk bekalan dlm menilai pembalikan ayat di atas. perlukah bagi tahu? ikot suke korang lah.
hurm. ikot suke? salah ke manusia ikut suka dia je na wat pe? x salah tp batas nya sudah ada. maaf bunga cinta, bukan niat ku utk mengasari jiwa mu wahai pecinta.
kemarahan tahap lampau boleh mendatang kan bahaya. baek mencegah daripada merawat. (ayat nie ulang dr td, btol x?) . selamat hari raya. ( tibe2 sbb kat laptop kua lagu ni, thx papa). x lupe kawan yg sentiasa memberi semangat dan kritikan dalam membina diri ini. perlukah? perlu. hujah kawan adalah satu pengajaran. itu sangat penting. ada 2 cara yg mmg ada pada manusia, curiousity and creativity, hujah mereka. secara creative nye, kowg bce ni sbb pe? curiousity dah x PERLU di ragui, tgok tajok pelik mzt na taw. adat manusia la kawan.
jadi rasional nya, kowg pernah terfikir atau tahu tak kenapa korang bace menda ni? mcm ne 2 myb boleh, tapi kenape. 2 je soalan yg perlu di jawab. na jawap pada sapa? pada penulis sbb penulis na taw mcm ne kowg dpt taw ataupun jawap pada diri sendiri.
akhir sekali, pasti ada persoalan perlukah pada anda. perlukah aku baca menda ni? bukan mulia sangat pon. tapi jangan lupa, apa yang jadi sekarang adalah kehendak-NYA.
persoalan dan harapan, sape yg mewujudkan perkataan perlukah? sememang nya perlu dan tidak perlu d sangkal lagi.
jadi, d sini ingin menjelaskan kadang-kadang perlu, kadang-kadang x.
hee..
harap teman2 sentiasa seiring agar diri ini tidak lagi jatuh menyiring.
perlukah?



current song ; sekali-skale by gerhana ska cinta ( still da best ska in Malaysia)
mood : jarang sekali jadi mcm ni.
sekali-sekali je sayang.

=)
one aim, one way, one believe and one destiny.
peace , love and harmony.

Assalammualaikum

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

no idea


=) understanding the lost friendship, its friendshit. now, its better i'd said dat u were not my frend untill we make it back. fi da person n only, its hard when we divided far away aiye. fi those who r not knew me in this mean time, its better fi ya to look into ya self. remembering da time when we running on the beac...h, watching da mix's playing wif the sand. love and only love me dear weedy.

Bangsat, bang sat (joget)


smua kejadah haram,pernah dminta utk di buang,aku buang sgale memori utk hdop bru dan aku mengerti, kau sendiri tidak pnah melupakan silammu itu,(thx fi da sweet fuck)tp itu hny saat ktika manusia diperbangsatkan oleh kata2 pendajjal duniawi. kini aku sedari, x smua boleh dipercayai. mengerti erti satu penipuan oleh nya serta pendamaian oleh-NYA. buat si dia yg tlah kembali ke sisi-NYA, kini aku berdoa,agar kau bahagia. Amin!

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its da right time fi ya to die (straight on the high way line), feel da little peace of heaven. while, the other gave me the da best shot, redempsi-mimpi-basi. i'm never revealing about our story again when u point me out towards da shooting point. in other condition, i'm starting to feel da strangest love on earth, th...x mates fi treating me like dat. for me new life n love, lets love each other

perjalanan dlm percarian dlm pengenalan dlm kehidupan

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage : teh tarik
2. Last phone call : cinta
3. Last text message : cinta
4. Last song you listened to : i will not stop- I-ness Sufi dub
5. Last time you cried :yesterday
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice : always
7. Been cheated on : always
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : Yes and i still regret it but did forgive me self
9. Lost someone special : Yup
10. Been depressed : sumtimes
11. Been drunk and threw up : not now and not anymore

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Purple
13. Chocolate
14. army green

LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend :always
16. Fallen in of love : Yes, my only one :)
17. Laughed until you cried : yeap, wif them
18. Met someone who changed you : not a person at all
19. Found out who your true friends were : Yup
20. Found out someone was talking about you : Yup. he is evil
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : sumtimes , ciom mamak
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : 50%
23. How many kids do you want? : 2 boys n 2 girls. ok syg! InsyaAllah
24. Do you have any pets: did before and carving fi once, na hamster
25. Do you want to change your name :nahhh. Im love it and only as me
26. What did you do for your last birthday : having too much fun with the someone before. last but not least.
27. What time did you wake up today : 4;20
28. What were you doing at midnight last night : On the phone call with my cici, persuading and counselation and sharing da love
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for :KAHWIN! going to the place.
30. Last time you saw your Mother : yesterday
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : stop smoking it. fi da best of all
32. What are you listening to right now : I-ness sufi dub, nature's song and the wave
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : nope
34. What's getting on your nerves right now : temperature, burning
35. Most visited webpage : wikipedia, blogspot and google
36. What’s your real name : Muhammad Amirul bin Baharti
37. Nicknames : its up to u
38. Relationship Status : In Relationship
39. Zodiac sign : aries
40. Male or female : male
41. Primary School : Sek Keb PAndan
42. Secondary School : SMK SK, RMc, SMK SHK
43. High school/college? :M.s.u
44. Hair colour : Black
45. Long or short : long i think.
46. Height : 175cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone : always
48: What do you like about yourself : My hair. dread in future
49. Piercings : once and not anymore
50. Tattoos : Nope. and never.
51. Righty or lefty : righty sometime lefty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery : ( i'm a boy) should not ask
53. First piercing : 18years Old.
54. First best friend : ibuku yg tercinta
55. First sport you joined : maen gasing and lumba lari, time bru belaja jalan.
56. First vacation :bukit puteri, kuala terengganu
58. First pair of trainers : parents

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating : not yet
60. Drinking : teh tarik
61. I'm about to : be with her
62. Listening to: bunyi suara manusia
63. Waiting on : This week end

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids : Yea.
65. Get Married : InsyaAllah :)
66. Career : Journalist or teacher , counsellor or philosophical h.r :)

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes!
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller : taller
70. Older or Younger :older n youngers
71. Romantic or spontaneous : didn't know
72. Nice stomach or nice arms : nice body
73. Sensitive or loud : between the line
74. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant : peacemaker

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger : yes
77. Drank hard liquor : yeah, bloody-mary was the worse and the best jamaica-rum
78. Lost glasses/contacts : yes
79. Sex on first date :yes, juz with the one i want n love
80. Broken someone's heart : mi not a good man
82. Been arrested : nope and i hope i wont be
83. Turned someone down : before and not anymore
84. Cried when someone died : depends
85. Fallen for a friend? : for her friends, ( syg, da owg ckp, awk kwn dy.)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself : yeah, I-n-I
87. Miracles : Ya
88. Love at first sight : ya
89. Heaven : YA
90. Santa Claus : Nope and never
91. Kiss on the first date : hee. its just not kiss i think
92. Angels : Yupppppp

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time : before
95. Did you sing today : i will not stop
96. Ever cheated on somebody : yup, plz forvie me
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go ? : no going anywhere
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be ? : my birthday
99. Are you afraid of falling in love ? : never afraid but only afraid if i fall in love with evil
100. Posting this as 100 truths ? :juz for you